today & yesterday

haha.....feel i'm like a stupid person.....haha...as i had already decided not to lost my temper but so stupid is tt i yesterday lost my temper and is a really bad one.....i also feel i don't noe how to love people ....also i feel like a useless person.....if last time at 23/12 or 25/12 then i still don't noe and i was still a "baby" but however as the times pass...i this "trouble-makers" had caused myself so much problem......then when i noe something from the Word.....then i tell myself not to be a "law breaker"....but i still did.....and is repeat.....so sad....y i still done wrong......then after 13/3...i did not be but yesterday i still did....and i so sad.....especially i found out i actually is a human who is a useless, dun noe anything and onli noe how to boast.....then i now at my friend hse....and then she sae me how can i sae this...but.....haha....