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haha.....this week is a mystery week....no direction was found in my life....maybe there was some direction but just because of my proud or wat....n it just disappear from my sight....haha....tt is so strange i sew many funerals.....and my family also have one recently.....my grandma mother pass away......she look quite gd....but juz gone like this..........tt mean life is a very short any time u may nt be talking with mi or even me may nt being able to do this in a few seconds.....haha
today chinese teacher and maths teacher lectured us....and made me really reflect wat past months i doing....i actually wasting my time....want to revise but didn't....and all waste on watching tv....i am nt efficiency.......n i give myself pressure again....(and kerlyn had found two white hair in me)......how?.......need guidance or i should say need movitation....as my SA1 is start on 29/4 and my MT o level start 30/5....oh.....no confidence can reach my dreams or target......get at A1 for my MT.....last time is as easy as u turn ur hand but now is so hard as to fly to the sky...i need HE guidance and Energy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
today with Da jie, Min Bin, Didi walk to tampines and spend two hr or one hr.....to buy something and it fun.....no worry or troubles.....haha.....
oh recently i had gorge a lot of food(don't noe is it because i want to let myself relax so i eat alot?)and i sleep in class increase maybe really is too stressful....my ambition heart is really strong........i now finding a partner to do hw and revision together but i can't find......so i haven't start work....if teacher still got the peer tutor....then tt good..........how?????????????.......cry for help....cry for guidance......too tired.....just wish to fall asleep in his hands...i think my smile is not very beautiful liao.......haha:P(^~^)losing my smile....