haha...today

today....like shit lor....y i sae like this?....i give u an example....if u had a diarrhoea...u will be happy tt u had already remove everything...u r relieved...but ppl around u talk abt u....they sae u r smelly, u r disgusting....they just spoilt ur feeling but if u stand firm or i sae u dun care abt wat ppl said.....
today at the morning i so happy as i in his hse.....with his presence....it's so great....but after tt.....it just so absurd.....i have sin....tt is stupid....how can i? but i tried hard.....by letting myself no to b hottemper....by control....and this quite let me suffocate....but i think i shld nt control but just let it be his nt my will or wwjd....wat will he do......tt really effective.....i just want to Keep Walking....i just want to run after you but nt to turn back......
i dun want to do it purpose but y i still leh?? i learnt somethingggggg.....when i'm down or happy i must still find him praise him.....but i think u all will feek strange...but it's ok.....
i fail my engqhaha...then now...i falling asleep as i'my veri tired...half of me was type & the half of mi was sleepin(zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz(cause mi to knock on the glass of the computer)
i still gt thing to talk nnnnnnnnnn/////