Today..happy? sad?

Today have mix feeling...as today MT O level result was announce..then all of 4E5N students were nervous, worried..then i, shermine and joyce so eager 2 noe so we go n find teacher 4 result..and Ms Suhaila my form teacher tell us our class done very well and all of us pass..Yeah!! No one Fail.. Praise God!! HALLELUJAH!! Amen!! Haha!! God is Cool..haha..then my result is A2..oral i get distinction..then quite happy but a bit disappointed..but i didn't get B4..So i quite contented..n mean i dun need 2 Retake..so God have let mi noe i must really focus n then i can do well n Glorify Him..actually this time is God bless mi and then i can do well..if He nt in mylife..i maybe can't have this..n i can't Praise His Good Work..so i m happy...
then why i sad? because..i can't comfort my frienz, my gan bro, my sis..they didn't get the result that wat they want..n that y they felt disappointed, sad n angry..they angry because they have work hard but they get this type of result but other who r slack..get the grade as they were..ya sometime some ppl juz no need 2 study they will get the result as u who have study so hard..but the most important is whether u understand n u noe how 2 applies..study is nt only those information but application...which is this year then i noe..but it nt too late..actually our singapore educational system have a loophole..as those ppl in famous and good sch..they noe how 2 be flexible? or they juz depend on memorise? then some ppl in nt a gd sch actually can do well but no one have help them when they dun understand or teacher didn't teach well..but everyone paid their hard work and also understand then u will reap wat u get..actually a person is genius is whether a nature born or is environment cause? no one can ans me fully as this look like both..
i recent worry 4 something and plus i veri emotional so easily 2 get flare up..in home..then i think hypocrisy..and i proud also selfish..this three word tangle mi lol... dun noe how 2 get rid..so i alway avoid or get sad..and i can just be veri veri sad..dun how 2 really handle..but i got grow n more happy..as 1/8-7/8 is my Great week as i almost every day so bless n happy!!haha:P worry..my english oral is 15/8 n i not confident..so i lose half of my battle lol..lame..:P