today

i cried again...because i take back my retest paper of my english...then teachers said us didn't write the papers required..then i very angry then i said have...n she also ask mi y my handwriting so untidy n messy..then i said i see no need of writng nice n i will still fail..so dun waste my effort...ok..i can said i noe i will fail so i didn't do it nice but at least i not the attitude tt dun care which i wish i would..n then i cried as teacher review e papers..but i didn't let ppl saw or wat lol..then i cheer myself up..or console myself up or told myself nt 2 cry so i would show my weak part...then i have no mood to do many thing..then i hope tt hq will noe i not happy but sadly...she dun noe..so i sms her lol...i show my weak part 2 her...i defeat by failures n i let her noe...ok nth 2 said..so i play to cheer myself up then later then revise....