worry

I now in an emergency period, quite noe wat can i do n wat cannot do..i must Trust Him, as only He my only refuge, my comforter, He defeat all my enemies, take away all my problems, so y can't i believe He can solve my family problem? even though now my Dad facing some health problems-he have diabetes, high blood presure n now his leg may need 2 remove..
I heard this after i came back from studying..feeling frustrated n came back still need 2 heard this..n at first i have faith n so i pray..then later my negative thought rule..and today i get back my result for english n math..my english fail again..my math juz pass by 3 marks...then cry again for my english..n i think it like a failer will alway do..hahah..chowtee n serene sae is normal 2 cry..but in other ppl eyes..i show a failer and i dun like..i actually dun want 2 cry but i still can't control..n i also dun want 2 let serene n chowtee noe tt i fail my eng..want no one noe..but i juz tell..
I dunnoe now this time i can go to which level..n after tt wat will i do? and how much change am i? but if i fail? how? but i really want to just trust in He..and through He everything will be going 2 be alright...n let this be past...
I now have 2 face 37 day before O level, my dad, financial, me n my frienz..n also stress(n a few day ago my frienz pluck a hair tt have white only) so which is the most important?
But i noe He is the most important of all the above..if no He, no me..haha
i dunno y my parents can't compromise..y both side only think of themself?
maybe because they didn't get enough love? or want ppl attention? actually i like saying myself..hahah...my family are alike...so character almost the same..
I can only ask for u all is to pray lol...actually i thinking nt 2 slp n do finish my maths, physic and english but i veri tired....haha...n i veri unique..ppl get tense, stress will gt t thing late..but i quite early funni dunno is my wat as my eyes falling..hahah..bb