sad

now my job seem like cannot be bao zui le..i need 2 find a new job..wan 2 cry..but..
i think if i quit..the ppl over there will be joy...anyway there are still new trainee..n my supervisor sae they not hiring ppl..so i nt sure whether they lying or nt..or maybe they really wan 2 sack me n so they find newbie..all my passion have gone n ..sad..dun wan 2 tok abt this..wan 2 cry...
sad..wan 2 find ppl 2 tok but can't find..but thank pp n pl..pp tok 2 me n she cheer me up but i still veri sad...then pl nt veri gd mood but still can tok 2 me..so cool..so pray tt wat u seek will come 2 pass..hahahah..rmb e Heb11:6...find km n xh..but sad 2 sae they didn't really tok 2 me n so even i cry..they also dun noe...but it ok...
learnt a lesson God is e comfort tt i seek...as when i wan 2 find someone..n e onli person is there 4 me is onli God...
find ou, km, xh n yiwen..they all can't be find..they shut off phone..if nt they lost..or they slp..anyway it ok...
then hq also slp...it ok..is normal de...then i no mood 2 tok 2 kerlyn n chang..even though wan 2 find chang 2 tok..but i give up..then kerlyn dun noe y..call me 2 meet her..n i sae ok..n she also sae anything can tok 2 her..but i seem like dun have e mood...
it ok..i dun tok all this le..saturday or 7/1..i wake up abt 12pm..n i still veri tired so i slp again..n 2pm then wake up..then wan 2 bath..but da jie need 2 work so i let her bath first lol..then minbin quarrel with mum..then i go n settle n then go bath..then i go n eat...then i go somerset..n i late n so dun wan 2 go..as i thought they will sae wat..but turnout become quite gd...hahhaha..is me so sensitive n negative...then meet mum n my sisters to buy new year clothes..then i try some clothes tt i never wear b4 n turn out 2 be nice..hahah..but i will nt wear skirts de..hahah..so i didn't take any dress or skirts 2 try as i dun like it..bcoz i need to be si wen..n i dun like..as it restrict me 2 do many thing..hahah
then jc(jason chong)sms me n call me 2 call him..n so i call..n is abt minbin..he sae he ask me 2 hlp minbin 2 ask whether me can go church tommorrow..n i sae i try..n i quite surprise tt joel didn't give up on minbin..even though minbin block joel on msn...i quite shock tt minbin block joel...tt mean he really rebellious..but Praise God is he didn't block jc..so jc can tok 2 him...so jc is quite attractive..hahah..tt even minbin didn't block him..but Praise God tt mum sae if minbin can reach hme by 1.30pm..then minbin can go..hahahha..miracle..so i believe tt wat i facing now will surely have miracle..n pl will also...even through it may not be so fast but i noe God plan alway come juz nice...no so slow n nt so fast..n if we overcome..we can go nxt level..n even though last time we didn't overcome but i noe now thing is different when God with us..n we will nt run away..but we will face it n we will have the victory as god is our victory..Jehovah Nissi..i think i spell right..hahah..God is my banner...so jia you..n we will get our reward..n is Jesus smile or God sae u have done well..cool sia..awesome...God favor is easily 2 get..by loving him n follow him..but man favor is hard..n now i dun wan 2 care abt it..i dun like this feeling..i dun like..n i dun wan 2 care whether man happy or whether his favor abt me..i can sae is hack care..becoz i enough of it..cry for nth..n so i dun wan 2 be foolish le..bb