sian

today..is svc day...n heard gd sermon...but after go svc..er jie who argued with stefanie..then she keep on putting a sad face..n then she cried..tt made me quite irritant...as i dun noe wat 2 do..so sian...so i annoy her..i sae u wan u walk faster n dun cry..or i give u this phone n u walk slowly n cry n go home...so she chose second option..n i dun care abt tt..n i go eastpoint 2 look for mum...then didi n mum...they let me so annoy then i call xh 2 go 2 her hse 2 play comp...despite mum n didi nag...
i today noe many thing abt myself...i nt obedience...i noe wat the Word of God sae..but i didn't really do.so i like looking at e mirror n go away n forget the face...n now i dun like it...i wan 2 change...i wan 2 be mould by God..be more like Jesus..nt behave like e worldly way which i veri tired of it..i dunno how 2 handle relationship..n i think if ppl dun like me then dun like..as tt their thinking n it didn't hurt me..so i quite cold 2 ppl...so..i have nth 2 sae lol..