Sian

I work at a new place......so quite busy..n so no update even e photo i haven update...hahah..but
recent gt upset by ppl aroubd me...y they dun appreciate me??? Y i care abt them..they sae i nosey....i dun wan 2 care le.....n y i bless them...they sae so much $$ n i didn't call u 2 bless wah...so all my doing is wrong lol......so wat u me 2 do??? wat u wan from me???????
I really feel insecurity....n i really trouble by it....but i dun noe la.......sian...no one show support n love 2 me...but condemn n I hate it...........Tt is me...dun accept me then Ur business.....
actually i wan 2 share e joy in me from thur 2 previous sun.....but now all have be nth 2 me....n i dun like...i like e joy n i hate e sian n sad feeling.........i dun like fear.....i like faith....
Actually i here 2 blog abt one person..but when i saw her blog..my heart crack..........i actually wan 2 praise her...n i wan 2 sae how i miss her..how i love her as my frienz......but sad 2 sae.many thing happen...n so cause me 2 lose a veri Gd frienz.....i hate tt...............y i alway lose frienz de...i dun like 2 lose w116, ec4, sir, wen, pl, n all tt i have de frienz......my heart can't take it if i lose one more frienz......i think i a lonely soul.......but ok la......becoz God is with me..........so i think for now i can still hang on..if nt i can't take it without God.....