mad mindset

hahahhaha.........in this point of time...i very sian even though my exam are coming up.......maybe stress until i have no mood le.....bad mood.......in depression mood........thinking is like no point or no use to study.....alway headache......quarrel.........sleepy............have been ask e same qns..........same ppl thinking..............waiting for new thing.............i dun like routine................i ..........lost e mood, e passion..........but i happy at least gt Yiwen.........but i also rmb e scar in my heart........i dunno how 2 face my friends..........dunno i have put up a mask 2 all friends or i have divide myself into 2 different personalites....i rmb a show..if a person noe him is crazy....then e person is nt so serious.........hahahhaha......need some motivates......haven done my eng........wasting money sia.....i hopeless....meeting hq...i feel like i can't communicate 2 her............if continue like this.......i will become a brat........a bastard.......a person who wasting money.....a person who is rubbish..bored.....