heart break?

haha...yest 5am slp....n then wake up at 9plus.....n Thank God tt He gives me strength! That i can go through many events n without sleep..haha
then today i realize something...haha..my love languages, am i impacting ppl lifes, my services and attitude at work....hahah...sadly to sae i not impacting ppl life....y i sae so? hmm...becoz my life detail even my close people also dun rmb...i experience 4 times of similar thing in 1 hour...haha...e true usually is e sad n not easily to accept....hahah....my dreams somehow is to impact people but sigh...haha......(anyway i nt condemn any ppl...jus that i repenting n thinking)n so i still nt yet find anyone who really i have impact n also a close friend....so Jia You ba....hahah....i dun wan 2 go into depression or emotion shutdown or think negative.....anyway recent my mindset really r in the process of breakthrough....if u really can discern or understand me....but i doubt gt such ppl exist...hahha...God, please prove me wrong!....hahha....i still sometime hear the voice of doubt...hahha....rmb my personality.....if gt anyone reach my standard...i will trust him or her n i will nt doubt...but if i still doubt then...hmmm....haha....
my first job is at subway which is at changi airport T2....n is inside....
my second job is at Gift-A-Name which have a lot of branches....n i move a lot of places n it is e longer job i have..i think so...so many ppl think it is my first job...hmmmm
my third job is at new york pizza at habourfront....n it is quite short..haha
my fourth job which is current the mos burger at bugis....n i like this job except the hot soup n b fryer...hahah
i like light stick esp. can wear on my hand...but if it can light forever i will b super happy..but...
n so i buy 5...n 4 accidentially press n so it can onli light up for 1 night....n so...sad...haha

how to light me up(when i am sad or angry)?
1) Pray to God
2) buy orange mango from Gelaire cafe(hope i spell right) n i think hq really buy this for me once...n i "force" her...hahah...
3) buy slurpee/ surpee(e cola flavour) from 7-Eleven
4) buy vita soy milk or lychee tea or soursop dessert
5) buy light stick for me

all of this method no one have done tt except method 2....haha...as i never sae b4...actually all this stuff is i like 2 drink or like...haha...nvm...no one care as i not angry or sad..hahah

recent tease a lot of ppl...n the most of time is alway ct...then yest i tease pp n didi..so dun take it so serious....hahah...i like to laugh...so hehe...hahha...:P....this week i learn a lot of thing...n i also...