Gosh

http://www.carm.org/bible/inspiration.htm
What she last time say n believe can be gone to drain jus by one word...which is unbelieveable to me...i rmb pok say all the effort tt we have put will nt be gone to drain jus becoz of the circumstances...so y can't i see in her?
y can we suddenly deny God existence when we have already have gone through so much with Him...n He have been faithful to us...showing so much grace, mercy, love, patient and blessing...n even spoke to us...but jus one word illusion can deny everything...so wat is reality? wat is miracle? then have she really seen the truth or is it tt she have nt open her eyes to see, ears to hear? then wat abt me? am i really build myself with the foundation? have i really walk in the truth n in spirit?
i can see her tt she running away...hmmm...where is the happiness? e love? e passion? e peace?
then y gt other religious? n have she forgotten tt christianity is abt relationship? so if she rmb e thing she learn in church but she dun believe..is it gd?
haha... finally i noe y she like this..n how silly n stupid am i to thought is other ppl fault but actually it is me

haha..finally i cause he to hate me..hmmm...gosh...he sae abt die...n i like....nth to sae...

n i really dun feel gd abt myself...as i n one of friend gt a thing tt let me dot...

But hor really Thank for God to be faithful, n forgive me, love me, show me grace..n etc..Without Him, how can i exist? So all glory to Him!
N thanks for W116! Chowtee! Qinning! Thanks God for them to be in my life..or else my life will not be so different, happy.