Trust?

i really dun understand y betrayal the trust is so easily?
i also dun understand y can't trust people easily?
i really quite unhappy about it...i jus dunno should i trust adult...
if i give u the trust, dun liar to me.
i trust n i will expect u to do. At least u can explain to me..now i noe who r really the true friends.
but still i trust cerena, church friends, annisa, suhui, janna..n some of e people..at least they r honest n dare to point out my fault n still sae very nicely rather than just criticise n didn't help..i willing to accept..but when i say i trust, can u just don't doubt n just do? hmmm...am i dun deserve that respect n that trust? i dunno..i still so dun feel secure..but i still didn't really want to give up. who am i? i dunno...of what people think.. hmmm...but still i really wan someone to trust me...is it hard? i dunno.. man..i really must learn how to sing that song..Big girls don't cry...
somehow there is something that i happy is that my grandma had discharge from hospital..but still need to be careful..i dun wan 2 lose her...n i also happy that someone willing to let me be the listener of the problem..