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hmmm..there is psychological noise that i can't really concentrate on wat i should do. i ought to focus, but i didn't. Obedience to God is one of the qualities/strength that i can see in the book of Ruth n Dr Kim. That is also wat i lack of, failure to use proper channel to communicate lead to lots of misunderstand. I now standing in a road of giving up or jus do my best to let it happen. E narrow way is alway e most difficult n require u 2 had faith to walk on. This is wat i desire as i get to lean on HS than myself. There is once i able to overcome something with His grace that i thought i going to fail. So wat about this time? This time is more hard but y not jus give e best shot since prev i'd done it by His grace. Jus that i have make a lot lot of nonsense to a lot of ppl n myself before i can do something right...stubborn li...gt lot to sae, but is too late. i have the responsibility to take care of myself, my body, my mind n etc. No one own me a living? hahha..but i living for Him n so let make all of my day fulfill! Rainbow life..dance..liberty n love is wat i seek! Ruth, lean on HS. Let Him drive u to the course of ur life! Dun let pride or shame or failure to pull u down, not worthy!..nite..take care everyone