Life seem bored

Today is Saturday and to see me at home is actually a miracle. Also to go out with my friends who are not Christians is also very hard. However don't think wrongly, I'm still a Christian. Just that today my CG people have their own things to do, and I have a very long time didn't meet my friends so plan to go out today. Now still having holiday n last until 2 weeks later then back to school.
I don't really like holiday as I really not doing anything else much. Is not a complaint instead want to Thank God to let me rest and slack after so busy study semester that have over 1months plus ago. Thanks God for my good result even though I dun deserve that much. Also thank God for my wonderful leaders, pl, pf and some other friends who help me in my emo n bored period. Sometime I ask God why I'm having this kind of job and schedule but in the end I understand that I need those time to learn for my English, guitar and some interpersonal skills. I tend to get emotionally and low self esteem but God still bless me. Hahah I'm a lucky and undeserve freak if some of u may phrase or awfully saying. I didn't practise my grammar and vocab at all. Pls, someone can help me by teach or discipline me? Nvm anyway I thank God for F1, I love their cars a lot! Hehe gtg already