a stage all of us will go through?

hmmm...it have been two weeks since sch start...things have been alot different. now i'm year 2 and the things that i learn now is so difficult compared to the stuff that i learn prev...however this time i'm more determined to be hardworkin as i really wan 2 achieve a better result. this 2 week i didn't have any late for my attendances!!! Praise the Lord!!! heheh...then i've do finish all my hw!!! Yest i go for guitar CCA interview n i dunno wat the outcome. This time i nt too sure if i'll commit or nt. Kendo is becoz i leave too long n some external factor that i'm too prideful to go back.
I find out tt at some aspects of my thinking is still quite childish or nt mature. i thought i'm more mature or capable to handle some stuff but actually not. So i have to move on and slowly grow. Somethings i jus nid to let go and jus continue my life or else i will be very slack and aimless?
a stage when all of us nid to grow up one...haha...now i think i am? hmmm hahaah
i like ppl who know how to blow saxophone and i hope my future bf know hw to blow? then cn play for me....so cool rite??? haha