adult life?

Psalm 73:25-26 (New International Version)
Whom have I in heaven but you? And earth has nothing I desire besides you.
My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
this verse is just nice for me. haha..i was pondering after next tue, all of my sch day had end and i step upon the road to adult? time pass so fast that i was shock and is something that i dun wan yet? y? as i will be goin to shoulder some of the family expenses and also dun had pocket money le? n who wan 2 grow old when he still can't had the freedom to reach home late or even go oversea? haha..
then i love to study or learn so now maybe can't as no enough money for school fees? or dun wan to cause burden to dad as his debt is so much tt..haha..
but man..expand my thinking..as God can do things tt is far more than what we can ask for, imagine and i really need to believe God and ask for it..stir up urself man..live in a way tt i shld be..i has Him in me and so i no need to act like i dun have God.be optimism..chase after wat u wan in ur heart! i love to serve becoz i c ppl happy, n i love make thing to cheer ppl..so faith and love..guard well of ur heart! You can do it!
Sometime i think adult very hmmm..but not really wat i think..some of them r gd de..they dun really wan 2 b fierce but force to..so haha..i dun wan 2 b saggy or fierce ppl..yea..cheerful..sunshine..love..friendly..peace? hahaha..nite