today..i again Fail..ok..try again

now i trying 2 consolation myself....i using Man way 2 consolation but tt the worst..ok so i now will want to ask for God help..as Word said Cast all my anxiety because he cares..and in Him i find a real consolation..tt true..He my everything..but i have Fall short of His Grace and Glory..i don't noe wat 2 do le...if u noe didi and her blog then u noe wat happen..ok i Hate by her..it normal..Ya i SUX...so i dun want 2 care le..i Damm Tired and i hurt myself for this...i am immature...y should i be like this because i didn't really Follow HIS Word..ok...many lesson but when will i learn? Dun noe..now really have 2 depend on Him..."i cannot rely my spirtual growth on any other pple.. i gotta build my own altar before God.."serene said..and i should Depend on God but nt ppl..ya..she also said i shouldn't Fall if i want 2 hlp other..ok..i shouldn't be so worry as God have His own plan..n i should nt worry or else i may affect His plan..Try 2 learn!! Thinking about God grace..He bless mi a lot...and man alway tend 2 look at the problem than His blessing!!hahah..so i shld nt like this...as my life shld be like Rose if i Trust in Him...haha..last time gt misunderstand toward my sis..but they r Great, Awesome...becoz they have Lord in them...
i actually want to post other comment about other thing but i didn't..as i forget..ok..now i really miss Ahgui n xiao hui n her brother...n all the Happy moment..i love it..but now gone n onli can at my memories..ok i now will do my qt and other homework..dun intend 2 slp..torture n no mood...really...and too many homework..will tried 2 drink coffee if necessary...change:Pha(^_^)