funny

my dad brought supper home..n i go out n see..hahahha..is chicken wings n bread...then when i abt 2 eat i saw a veri big cockroach..n i battle with it for half hours..n finally caught it n i go kitchen n found a dead big cockroach...n i veri scared so i pour hot water 2 ensure it have dead..then i still veri scared so i used a box 2 hit it n also use 2 pick it up n thrown away..hahahah..the most scared thing i scare is cockroach n so i will try 2 kill it...hahah..it seem 2 show my cruelty...i dun like this creature..it spoilt my wei gou..spoilt e joy...it e most ee uck...i dun like on this earth is pests..all kind of pest..i hate it..i dun like thing tt harm the existence of humans...as i scared of them..i scared death maybe..n tt maybe e reason of y i scared all this creature..i will no let them alive if it make me scared..n that is if i can rule over them...this is the bad side of me..hahaha..further i think..the further thought i think of myself is bei bi...hahaha...so negative am i...
no matter how i listen 2 the worship song or e praise song...i will still think negative n forget the joy when i am typing my blog...maybe blog reveal the side of uglyiness as i will write all abt wat i feel n i will nt plan..but is wat i can think of..i will write it on my blog..and so tt is maybe of my true self?
wat is true self? how ppl noe whether u r real towards them or hypocritise? i still dunno..hahah