crazy

i think i very wat...but i still wan 2 behave a brave front...i get back my result..n it seem like veri gd...but if u ask can go poly..i will sae cannot...becoz my eng fail..hahah..last time of i will sae fail lol..go ITE lol...but now i veri care abt it...my last blog have mention tt i wan 2 go poly n i thought i can..but the fact is i can't...so?
i very sad....n it seem like i shld nt cry...becoz tt wat didi sae...at least she never cry ever she fail...so am i human? Y can't i have this authority 2 cry? YYYYYYY..n i tel myself nevermind...but in fact i care..i dun noe y i have a strange feeling 2ward her...
i treasure someone feeling 2ward me but i hencecare of someone feeling..maybe...i thought i can but the fact i veri lousy....i have told myself i can..i console myself tt at least i can try...but this doesn't convince me....
i thought i can change but...i no determined...tt y my eng fail..is becoz i have bad attitudes..tt y i give up...maybe if i dun give up n do all the practise jus like i do for other subject..maybe i will pass...maybe....all kinds of maybe..i veri tired
ppl care n i treat them veri bad...sorry..but i juz like this....but ty u accept..but someone dun accept..n i feel a kind of condemn in my family..tt y i dun like...so i will vent when i at home or to family but not frienz...or if other ppl treat me bad then i then vent anger on them...but i ty tt someone willing 2 let me vent my frustration..but i dun wan...
i thought e result i get over..i thought i can trust God..but..hahaha...i can't...i veri lousy...i no determination...hahha...nvm..now noe my true caracter le...if dun wan me can go de..dun care me lol....i onli hope my family, frienz can like this but i never think of wat can i do..i veri selfish...tt y i easily 2 sad...nvm..dun care