thinking

wat can i do now? i dun noe who can help me le...i noe i need 2 do a part..but who can teach me basic? teacher? i dun trust le...michael? i alway lazy lol..get outside help? which is gd, n is expensive...so shld i retake? yes but wat if i fail? this never cross my mind since i decide 2 retake..which amaze me...hahah...i alway overconfident but usually fail..so this time see lol...i thought today the appeal can be alright but it turn out 2 be a mess...n my parent have different views...one wan me 2 go poly...e other ite...then my er jie dun wan 2 hlp me when i need hlp..but i also selfish nevermind i will nt sae sorry 2 her...i onli sae sorry 2 God...but i feel tt i noe God is sad...nevermind...dun sae le..i alway fill with worries onli