disappointment

i very furious...fury.
my dream seem shattered....diminish in my vision...now wat's my vision?
when a life be threaten, he will not run away but he will show his potential.
but when a dream be threaten, he will not let it be like this. he will revenge or salvage it.
how i wish i in the dream or it is jus a joke..but no..wan 2 jus let hatred control me but i can't bear God, Jesus save me n now if i really let anger control me then i really hurt Him. but e person jus scoff away? unfair? to let it go? God will settle? to please God or myself? i think maybe i will settle this thing when i get my result? n wat if this period e person keep on hurt me? my choice....breakthrough? hard to decide? n still on my hand or God's? dunno....
anyway thanks for encouragement by orca, ben, pp n pl.