Today

Today have my o level exam but i do nt have enough rest. Hoever i am able to finish paper 1 n didn't fall asleep. i was quite satisafate with it, and i go to canteen n have a quick bite. then paper 2 start n i very tired. try to wake myself but nt able and so i flunk my paper. due to incomplete of my summary which mean i maybe will lost 25 mark or less n this is really very high percentage.
wat a joke is that to me...gd in summary but nt able to do finish...now i feel very bad of myself n really dun wish to tok to anyone but pl still call me when i sms tt dun ask me abt o level. She alway like this de..but end up i be cold toward(give a cold shoulder to) her...that is e reason y i dun wan anyone tok to me as now i jus like a arrow who will pierces any heart.
at first i blame myself for be a bad in management time n troublemaker...n i also start to blame 2 more ppl which i dun to mention....but i noe if they now appear i will surely scold them...they r my target of vent anger...as they indirectly cause me to fail.....now i didn't really angry or wat...but if u ask me anything about o..i can't gurantee that u will get hurt by me...i jus nid some peace.
i still wan to Thank God for bring me through, n no matter what is it, i noe He there to help me, etc