Once and now

My dad told me yesterday that he once own two condo, one sport car, one Mercedees(dunno if I spell rite), two lorries.
Now only one HDB flat, one car, and six children. Now still have a mild heart problem, so that is so big different!
Over the years I'm still finding my aims and purpose. Though have find it but I'm not really walking toward it. Doubting as I lose my confident. Once upon time, I am... And ... Now can't even do the simplest things. My word is not my bond. :(

God, help me find my confident! God, I know bgr must slowly find also so guard my heart and actions. God, give me the strengths and wisdom to walk the path that you have led me to! I dun dare but at Your Word I'll go!