Counting my blessing

recently there was a news regarding a comment about Taoism n Buddhism. i think all religion are good but i only have one question is y can't God be everywhere? y must He be put in a dead wood carving statues or so? sometime people say heaven have eyes and so bad people deeds will surely one day be show or retribution...then this heaven is it referring to God?
haha i think God dun wan to store in a dead thing as He create man, sky/heaven, earth/land and all creatures that are alive and movable. So surely God should be in a living thing or be everywhere since He is so so big! He want to have a relationship with all His creation. He dun wan us to live in guilt or unloved life that y 2000 yrs ago already a sacrifice, Jesus was make to let us live a life that we can be pure, holy and know God personal.
In the book i have kiss dating goodbye by John Harris there is a story about his dream. The dream is something like that: he enter into a room that have lots of cupboard with different labels such as what books he have read or which girls he have dated n etc. then he slowly open up cupboard and read the paper that is connect to the cupboard which can't be remove n destroy. Some bring back good memories n some bring back guilt. like how he lied or what things he have done in anger. all the sins that he have done make he feel so guilty, anger and shame that he don't want anyone to come to the room and let anyone c the cupboard. he try to destroy the paper because all of it r written with his handwriting and signature. instead of being destroy the paper is still undamaged and in the end he can't take it then sit on the floor crying though still clutching all the paper.
all of a sudden, the least person that he dun wan to see in this room is Jesus who appear and read everything. Despite reading everything Jesus didn't scold or laugh at him. Jesus took his own blood and sign over the author signature. now instead the sin belong to the author it belong to Jesus. so everything is being sign over and He just wan to have a new life that is with love. after i read finish the story i feel touch and i now all my past is already over and my life is redeem by His blood. i no longer need to do the "sacrifices" and the works as it is been done. i just need to abide in Him and being fill by His love...
i am bless so i can be a blessing.
i am heal because of His stripe and i can testify plus praise Him for His glory is manifest in me.

this few days have been fruitful as i have been packing my stuff and also finish my project. i also get to go out with mum n dad together which is quite hard to happen. my dad is happy but he say if family can have peace like now and he will be so contend. this is many of our wishes...forgive n love each other seem so hard like it is only happen when miracle happen...the 14 blades movie have a line say: "there is hope and so there is happiness" let not give up hope. my hope cn be found in faith!!! faith in life and life through Jesus!
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.